Okay…I”ll just…uh…ask her to be gentle with me, I guess.
Ha hah.
…
Oh shit sex with Brittany.
Slowest moving RP? O.O Excuse you? I’ve been in a lot of slave RP’s, and this is the only one who’s lasted this long. We may not always be as active as some of the other RP’s, but when it comes down to it, we keep existing while others usually die after one or two months. In August, this RP will have existed for a year already. I think that’s awesome, and I’m happy to be a part of it.
It means something when those people are getting hurt because I can’t not care for them. I couldn’t keep Rachel from Rose or Jesse, I couldn’t keep Hunter from the guards, I couldn’t help Virginie out.. And in all honesty, if Father sees what we all do when it comes to you and him, then you are getting hurt because of him, to hurt him. I’m sure he doesn’t care what happens to him as long as you don’t get hurt but that’s not happening now. I’m sorry that you’ve caught Father’s attention, Gorgeous. I wouldn’t wish his punishments upon anyone. It may be Father’s fault, but we all agreed to come here, Kurt.
He’s a handful, I’ll say that much. And if that reassurance is in any way sexual… then you have to describe it in detail.
Yeah, but in a place like this.. I’ll probably get in trouble for hurting Rose just like the guards who hurt Hunter will be.. disposed of. Rose might get reprimanded for sending them to him but I doubt she’ll get a severe punishment.
And you think that they wouldn’t have gotten hurt if you hadn’t been there for them? No, they would have gotten hurt even more. Come on, Sebastian, you can’t be that brainwashed as to think what happened to them is all your fault. It’s not David’s fault that I’m going to get hurt, even if the purpose of it all is to hurt him. I’ll never blame him for it. Just like Rachel and Hunter wouldn’t blame anything on you either. Yes, you all came here, but that was a stupid mistake. Nothing more. You and most of your brothers aren’t evil.
Literally and figuratively, if you get what I mean.
My my… someone’s being quite curious. I suppose there’s no harm in telling you. After all, I need to gain information about that subject. I think David needs a firm hand. So you could see it as me being in charge instead of him. In secret of course. I am more naturally dominant than he is, but the Father can’t know that.
And why will you get punished for it then? Didn’t Rose break the rules, and undermine your authority? You were merely protecting your… ‘property’.
I-I know… But he didn’t mean for it to happen l-like it did. That doesn’t make it any better, but I don’t want to forget that. B-Because it makes me feel better.
I haven’t seen him in almost two weeks, Kurt.
And he only hurt me once.
Moments like these make me want to shake you until you gain some sense. Didn’t mean for it to happen? There was lube in the room yet he didn’t use it. Didn’t mean for it to happen, my butt.
Good, that gives you the chance to meet other and better people. It always starts with ‘once’ in cases of domestic abuse too.
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I think I’m sure… I don’t wanna think about what might happen though. It’ll make me scared and then we’d have to let Master Davie get hurt, I’m not gonna let that happen to you guys. It wouldn’t be fair and I won’t let that happen.
You have to think about yourself too, sweetheart, not just me and David. That wouldn’t be fair to you either.
Okay…I”ll just…uh…ask her to be gentle with me, I guess.
Ha hah.
…
Oh shit sex with Brittany.
I-I understand it’s not exactly an appealing option for a gay guy… and I really don’t think it will be as simple as that, but… it’s better than getting… well… you know… forced into sexual things by those creepy horny monsters…
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Thanks, Kurt… He really was nice once I started behaving and now he says I’m one of his favorites. He even gave me Dots.
And that’s why I’m willing to let Master Davie play if it’ll help, I don’t want him getting hurt. Master Sebastian already got hurt over me, I can’t let him get hurt too. I couldn’t let that happen to you and Master Davie.
Mhm, he’s a lot more human than I thought at first. Don’t let him know I said that though.
But… are you sure? There is no telling whether it really is as simple as we’re expecting it to be. I mean… who knows what plans the Father has if David agrees to do it. Maybe he wants to watch or let others watch and give instructions… There must be a catch.
The fun never stops, does it?
Just, whatever happens, please be careful. I don’t know what the guards might get up to when you’re by yourself…if what they did to Hunter is any indication…
… yeah. Sadly.
Please don’t… I-I really don’t want to think about the possibilities…
…What about Blaine?
Everything. Just hear me out, okay?
Sam, I know you want to see the good in everyone. I’m like that too once I’ve seen a glimpse of it in someone, but Blaine… he… he forced you to…
Look, I’m not saying that he’s pure evil (although he’s given me little reason not to think so), but what he’s done to you is unforgivable. He knew that would hurt and he knew you didn’t want it, yet he continued anyway.
I don’t want one of my best friends to be treated like that. I don’t care if you’re straight, gay, bi or pansexual, but please listen to reason. Stay away from him. He might be showing regret, but who is to say he won’t do it again? You do realize that the more time you spend with him, the more reason the Father will have to give you to him? Once he’s claimed you nobody can help you, and do you really want to go through all that every day again and again?
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Anonymous asked: Are you in love with Sebastian too?
No… why would you say that? He’s one of my new self-proclaimed best friends though. Friendship comes very close to love sometimes. But I think it is quite obvious that my one true love is David.
So you’re my best friend just like that now, huh? Well, I know what he taught us is wrong but saying is easier than doing, Gorgeous. It’s hard to put things that have been drilled into you out of your head. Especially when accompanied by the punishments. I’m not saying the punishments are an excuse not to give up that way of thinking, but it certainly is quite an obstacle to overcome. I know I’m capable of loving, but when I do, the other person turns out bad. You’ve seen Virginie. She wouldn’t have been sold off if I hadn’t tried to help her, I wouldn’t have tried to help her if I didn’t love her. And Hunter, he was hurt because apparently it’s obvious that he’s my weakness, that I would do anything I can for him but I’ve seen how different he is from when he came. It’s because even if I do love him, it’s not in a way that he wants me to love him. Which is why you’re taking him when you find a way out and I’m not budging on that decision so don’t fight me on it.
Yeah.. he’s sort of overemotional like that. I tend not to take him too seriously for it. He gets angered quickly and saddened even quicker. It takes a while to get used to the bag of emotions that is Dave.
I know I’m not a saint, by far. If what I’ve done to Mike and Rose are anything to go by. Rachel needed help, so I gave it. But now Jesse had her and Hunter is permanently scarred because I was with her. See what happens when I care for people? There’s a pattern there.
Mhm, and don’t argue. We both know I’ll win the argument in the end. You’re very stubborn, I’ll give you that, but I can be quite hard-headed when I want to be too. I know but… doesn’t it mean anything when several people say you are worth loving? Doesn’t it matter that Rachel is so thankful to you for protecting her? If your way of thinking is true then I will get hurt because of David too. The Father already said he had plans for me, so I’m under no illusion that it won’t be as bad as I’m expecting it to be. But that’s not David’s fault. It’s no one’s fault. Just like it’s not your fault that Virginie, Rachel and Hunter got hurt. There may be factors in the story that steered it that way a bit, but don’t forget that this whole situation isn’t something that happens every day. If we all lived in the real world, they wouldn’t have been hurt, despite knowing you. It’s this environment (and the Father) that’s the culprit!
Hmm, I’ll gladly get used to that. He’s so… genuine. His emotions are so honest, even if they’re annoying from time to time (that is- when he’s doubting me and thinking he’s unworthy) He’s a big teddy bear you can’t help but want to hug. I think I know a way to give that reassurance he desperately craves however.
I have no idea what you did to them, but… I can tell you that David would harm anyone who hurts me too. As would I hurt someone who tries to hurt my David. It’s in our nature to protect the ones we love.
